These are my betas (hcg) so far:
9dp3dt: 42
11dp3dt: 63
13dp3dt: 114
15dp3dt: 264
17dp3dt: 647
18dp3dt: bleeding,mild cramping, went to clinic. Bedrest, waiting to see what todays's beta tells us.
I already have a beautiful daughter and I feel like a greedy jerk for wanting another so badly. But I do, and I will own this feeling. I want my daughter to have someone to share her life with. My mother is an only child and I believe her loneliness had lasting effects. I never envisioned having one child, I always wanted a few. I know there are other ways to build a family, and I know that I will pursue them if need be, but for right now I just want this to work.
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